holy confuddlation.

oh god.
i fear i am a complete idiot.
but i am confused.

alot..

i mean, it's so stupid and odd, how one tiny change can make me so stupidly paranoid.
i swear, my brain and my pathetic emotions will be the death of me..
it's like, as soon as you supposedly get closer to a person, they suddenly change something then you're left there thinking, right, so do you still like me orrrr, am i being taken for a twit ?
oh and then you get your brain chatting away despite the blastings of music
holy buggeration ):
life is never simple !

i'm probably making a crater out of a pimple. but still
it worries me. i'm afraid you poor people are reading this, fearing for my sanity probably.
ARGHH

does anyone understand what i mean ?!
or am i simply unique ? ha.

love once more

x