"Sitting cross legged on her bed, her head hanging down with her hair falling over her closed eyes and her shoulders rising slowly in a deep sigh"
Bleh, I'm really feeling a tad down atmm. For a really stupid reason as well. I deserve to be shot by every feminist in history :/ Before tonight happened things were going fine! ish.. I say ish because A levels are NEVER going to go right. It's simply a fact.
Last night was Zoeee's christmas party thing, was actually amazing, I (L) my retarded niggazzzzzzz. Kareoke when you know NONE of the words and have been consuming alcohol and have lost the will to care is ALWAYS the best. ;D Although mum did go a tad stressy seeing as I forgot to ring her to tell me when to pick me up so she came to Zoe's at half 1 in the morning.. Woops. Then this morning me and Zoeeee went to Leicester, got the dress I'm actually in love with and saw St Trinians 2. T'was rather good actually (': then got home.. Blaahhh. Then went to a surprise Christmas party thing. My god I wish I hadn't bothered.
It was in the pub and I thought it would be a load of people from my old school, boyyy was I wrong. I hardly knew anyone, well, I knew them by face and name, but don't make a habit of conversing with them. I'm too socially retarded! Then the 6th former I liked was there. Seems he has a girlfriend.. and she sits next to me in the odd lesson.. FAB!
Ended up walking home looking like an absolute TWAT in green tights, shorts and a horribly thin top. Really feel NEGATIVE. Grr.
Now I've just been pondering a way to live the perfect writer/coffee addict's life. Help? Just fed UP. How the hell can a complete TWAT i.e. Sebastian manage to get a girlfriend, yet I can't manage to get a guy I ACTUALLY want to go out with?!
Enough ranting for now.. Comment me? Make me feel loved god damn it )':